A Nasty Summer

it's summer vacation and it doesn't feel like it. i hate that.

i'm sick of fighting with the boyfriend, i hate that too.

i hate all this junk food

i HATE how it doesn't feel like summer vacation!!!! WTF.

i want the wii.

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING AND FORGET THE FUCKIN FACT THAT I SHOULDNT BUY MORE CLOTHES. according to michelle, "shopping is seriuosly the best therapy ever, without it, i don't know where i'd be".

andrena's grad party was hella fun. haven't danced like that in ages. can't wait to party at merced.

i feel like i want to do something wild; like highlight my hair or get my belly button pierced. grrr i did it again; i had bad fatening food! i'm supposed to be 110. grr...

o well, if all things piss you off, then then.... AY AY AY  CHiCO!!!!!!!!

i can't believe i ever considered joining an Asian club. no way in hell would i ever join an asian club of any sort. yuck.

Skin strategies:

drink enough water

eat well

get enough sleep

limit your sun exposure

control your stress level

Use sunblock! and moisturizer.

TOP 10 makeup must haves:

1. concealer

2. foundation

3. pressed powder

4. loose powder

5. blush

6. mascara

7. eyeliner

8. pale shimmery eye shadow

9. lipstick, lip balm, lip gloss

A REALLY RANDOM BLOGGING:

My Top 5 Beauty Essentials:

1. Shu Emura Eyelash Curler

2. Hair Straightener

3. Estee Lauder Quad Eyeshadow Set

4. MAC Studio Fix Powder

5. Clinique Chocolate Eyeliner Pencil

6. NARS Blush in Orgasm

7. Born Lippy from the Body Shop

....4.5 months until graduation! time is rolling by fast.

Finals week. Random blogging. Don't know really what to say except for it's cold, i don't feel like studying or doing homework, and I don't want to go to school for the rest of the week. and I dislike Quest. and this week has been the weirdest week ever.

Vacation was fun.

I'm trying to lose weight. I'm excited for badminton season, and I like to wear my thick black framed emo glasses. I am excited to get my laptop! and i want to watch Devil Wears Prada again. I want to light candles and relax. and turn the heater up to 75. lol. i am excited to get my eyebrows done tomorrow. This weekend I am going to: work, relax (the candle thing/some diary writing), hang out with friends (pizza party?HSM party?), play tennis, and maybe go clubbing to celebrate the end of first semester, Cause after this Friday at 12:35 PM, we are gonna be SECOND SEMESTER SENIORS! SSS.

 I don't do anything in my classes; I could probably cut school everyday if it weren't for choir.

I am at a weird stage right now. Isn't it strange? When you have all the free time in the world, you don't want to do the things you want to do when you're busy and when you're extremely busy, you feel stressed and like you want to do extra things but can't. hahhaha. Today I wore black converse shoes, dark jeans, white long sleeve tee under my urban musical note tee, black pea coat with buttons, 3 punky rings, two black bangles, black stud earrings, left my black hair down and straight, and wore my black thick rimmed glasses, oh yes and wore my emo tote. hahha. I think black is my new pink. Starting to kinda get annoyed of pink everything.

COLLEGE APPS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

COLLEGE APPS ARE OVER! I still have to send in my SAT scores, but that's like in December so yeahhhh PHEW. took SO MANY HOURS of hard work, patience, and diligence!! It's finally all over, well SAT this saturday, but its' the last one EVER so WOOHOO! in a way it's kinda scary, one last chance but it has to get done! It's so cold. I dont feel like doing homework. Senior year is boring. I realized a lot of people are rude. Anyway...ALL SQUARES SHALL BE AT WINTERBALL! yayuhh.

one tree hill tonight! that's why i like wednesdays lol

I'm changing my E.Q. I want to focus on the Asian American part more and like why do we try to dress the way we do? is it to fit in, look more "white", because you simply like the style, or you want to stand out? is it psychological or have to do with an identity issue? hehee that's not gonna be my question but i will reword it so that it ties in with fashion and fitting in the american culture but still appreciating their heritage and uniqueness. I want to put on an Asian American beauty pageant for teens! and raise awareness on natural asian beauty and to be proud of your roots and to always be aware of who you really are even though you grow up in America. do not be ashamed of who you are, but embrace everything that makes up you as an individual!

I want to be a successful, Asian jenna rink and write and make a difference for asian americans growing up in america.

Where can asian teens go to when they need help on clothing sizes; (ie: jeans that are too long, colors that don't flatter yellow tones), make up techniques and colors that flatter our almond shaped eyes, places that flatter asian figures for clothes, the pressure from parents to do well in academics, SAT crap, talking to boys and other ppl from other colors, about xangas/myspaces etc. Asian teens need something where they can relate to others that have similar beliefs, background, and experiences!

And teen vogue says that asians aren't represented enough in the media, but they only had two pages f asian faces who are already famous. And that was it. after that issue, there's not an increase in Asian models or stories on asian people. and all the models magazines and stuff hire are so weird looking. They aren't pretty and they fit the stereotype of exotic. They need real beauty.